Then I finally decide to do it and Oh, what secret harbored addiction will unfold itself, embrace my shaking limbs in the final moments of tedious aching countdown of seconds churning by with the rhythm of pounding blood and nausea, Oh yes, my God – how sweet the smell will be and just a little repugnant, that sticky liquid pouring out and over, thickening like paste, pouring out and over the body and these waiting hands that held their patience so long amid the brief encounters that shocked their skin, that reverberated against their very bones, only so long before an echo of the touch vibrated through the whole of this being and I finally decide to do it, swiftly, with eager mouth devouring every metallic moment, swiftly I dive back through and break the surface of this moment, this torment of anticipation…
back into the peace of silent solitude… back into the still steady stream of being…
until the rippling begins again and I must finally decide to do it.
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What is this poem about?
What emotions does it evoke?
Does it even make any sense?
Do you like it or hate it or maybe you couldn’t care less?